So, I've been out of school for nearly a week and a half, and I'm bored. My road has been extremely long and arduous; 2 years to be exact and in those 2 years I've always had something to do. I've held down 2 full time jobs and gone to school. In those 2 years there hasn't been a moment where I wasn't thinking about school. Even if I said I wasn't going to do any work, there was still work to be done. There was always this thing in the back of my brain. Now that thing is no longer there and. I'm. BORED!
As crazy as it is, I'm bored. Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy to be done. I got 3 degrees in 2 3/4 years. Just saying it is exhausting and I'm the one who lived through it! It's crazy, I know. I'm just bored. I don't have weekly deadlines anymore or papers to write or the pressure of it all. I don't have anymore pressure! It's weird, yet I'm happy. I have a plan though, get back into Zumba, resume weight watchers, and give J more attention. I was doing really well and then school got serious and I stopped going to Zumba and about 2 months ago I told myself that I would allow myself to eat whatever I wanted. That, my friends, was a bad move. A really bad one! I went class last night with Adelicia and I wanted to pass out. The warm up was 10 minutes long and I started praying half way through. I didn't give up though; I never give up. It's mind over matter and a few prayers of "God, please don't let me pass out." However, I just may fall out when I go to my WW meeting and see exactly how much I've gained. WTF was I thinking?
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